My hearts desire is to honor the Lord.  I remember my first song written - "Are You Ready".  I was @ 18 years old, in the quiet of my room, and asked the Lord to let me write a song about judgement and from that statement - that song was born.  However, playing the piano came from necessity.  Growing up my dad was a pastor and every church he went in never had a pianist or anyone to lead worship (that has drastically changed over time).  I remember the one church he pastored had this little ol' lady - she was in her 90's - no joking and had to be helped to the piano to play the one song that we would sing before service - I remember that day praying - I would love to do that if you want me to.  And years before that probably at the age 10 my mom wanted a piano, I remember the day that it was delivered and I remember my mom praying over it that someone in our family could learn to play it.